Yet another chat thread for non-practice purpose

The OED Loves Me Not

But here, I'm not bragging about me. I trust that you understand that.
It's just that in Japan there don't seem to be more than just a few people
as highly motivated, highly learned, and altruistic as I am to
teach English completely free of charge and anonymously.
Here I do sometimes use my nickname but not my real name.
Even on YouTube or anywhere else, I don't use my real name.

Most English teachers, or would-be teachers, seem to have
no or little interest in bothering to share the knowledge that
they claim to have accumulated over their decades of study
free of charge and anonymously. When they do share some of their knowledge,
they do so only when they know they can get rewarded in some way,
like getting credit or financial reward, through publishing books or papers
under their real names.

But I don't like that. I don't need more money than the bare minimum
needed for me to manage to eat decently.

I wish I were much more knowledgeable and richer to be able to inspire
millions of people throughout the world completely free of charge every single
day on YouTube or somewhere else. Although I'm a downright pessimist and
misanthrope and wish that the human species woulld go extinct, I also happen to
love people from the bottom of my heart and wish I could work day and night for
the benefit of humankind. I admire Medecins sans frontieres (Doctors without Borders)
and truly religious, altruistic people who live like beggars while working for
poor and unhappy people. I admire those who die in war-torn countries while
doing some good. I'm much more of a coward and selfish person than those them.
So I don't think I'll ever get to become anyone like them. But I myself have been doing
what I have been able to anyway.